On and On

7:58 PM

I'm staring at a blank WORD PAD unsure of what to write down. Where should I start?

9:09 PM

I'm not superstitious.
But I found, because it did happen, that when I plan too much or even talk about it, something wrong is bound to happen. It's like “malas”. Oh, I do read my horoscope just for the heck of it.

Why do some people have little imagination and originality?
Beats me. They just can't get a life.

Talk is cheap.
This part right here makes me want to rant so bad, incoherently.

Back to basics.
At some point, things got out of hand and complicated. I blame it in having not that much of a discipline at everything that I do. I knew I've spoken about the little things that I used to enjoy that made life seem so simple back then. But then, I can still splurge. There is no justice to that.

On keeping it steady.
Just roll with the small waves. One that I know I can handle. Fight for the things that is currently important without fear or that need to please anyone. I make my own choices. I decide what I would do. My own way. It has always been like so. And when I know I'm ready, I am looking at it with both eyes wide open. I WILL STAND MY GROUND. Right now, I'm just cruising along.

Why people love attention?
Until it backfires on them.